Herpes In The Hip Could This Be Herpes?

Could this be herpes? - herpes in the hip

I love and now my vagina hurts very bad. that feels like that was never broken Insanely burning sensation when urinating. I'm lower than normal leaves and smells different. Do not really know whether you all wounds, but I think I could do in the near future. I am also with the feeling of pain in the hip / groin. It feels like something in me and kind of feels like a huge success, but something in hard ...

I hope and pray that I do not herpes, because it incurable. and it takes me to see the rest of my life with herpes.

Help or indications that this could be?

This was the first time to have sex when symptoms may be strange to lose your virginity? ughhh i dont know!